About Us

About me,
I once wrote
the animal that I am
cannot shed teeth
as even snakes will only
part with old skin

I have, too, read
about how no one owns
the hearts of birds
and like that
saw myself
far up in the sky
about vanishing from sight

And,
about you,
I have said in my vows
that the one thing you are
more than good
Is true
&
that you had stayed standing
so I could lean on you
You stayed
standing, so I could get up again

It took two more years
& the most ordinary
and unusual challenges
before I
put two and two together

And realized that
of course I am an animal
and undoubtedly I have long been feral
but every wild heartbeat
has a home
When darkness begins to climb the walls of the hills
even on all fours
footsteps fall
on the way
to where they belong

The place you made for me
is where I sleep easily
Who you are for me
is the one to tell my dreams to
in the morning

After 10 Years Together

I have realized that
No, losing you would not be
like losing the sun
I already know
that the world and of course even I would go on
It would not be like losing air
I would not simply drown

Might it be like losing the rain
Every spear of summer grass a memory
What if everything of substance and value
could remain
But nothing bloomed again
& green only goes to seed unceremoniously

The world would not disappear, I know
It wouldn’t even lose all its colors
Might though
One lonely hue cease to be
Instantaneously absorbed into other descriptions, other perceptions
Could some understanding never stand out again
Some conclusions never be reached again
Some meaning always bled into other intentions, other definedness

I think some doors must shut forever
If you were gone from me
For one thing I just can’t hear myself laugh
the way you make me laugh
I think of the places we have been
& those I know would all remain
But I can see a door closing
to be wiped from reach
After all, we just can’t go home again

Lizzie’s 5th Birthday Hot Pot Party

This is a just a picture post.

The dogs had a 730p seating.
Abbie inspects her plate to indicate she has been kept waiting too long.
Can’t take her eyes off the prize
Lizzie exudes more of a general melancholic longing
Fish so good Abbie’s almost cross-eyed
Lizzie bites the chopsticks every time
When the food takes too long to cool down
Lizzie is fully lying down
I sneak some pets and kisses since they gotta love me now
It’s cake time!
Cake induced aggression lol
You should definitely always look intently at your cake while taking big huge bites
Abbie got way too excited
“What’s a party if I don’t end up on some table top?” – Abbie, probably

Anddd that’s all, thanks for looking.

Week in Pictures: 10/10-10/17

We checked out the John Heinz National Wildlife Refuge

You honestly can’t get them to look at you or even in the same direction ever
Think Lizzie has a side she favors?
Definitely
We saw this bird but we didn’t read the plaques so we don’t know what it is
I also finally started working on my plant master lists again.
Which is something I did a lot with Beta before his passing so it took me a while to get back into it.
All my time spent staring into screens and away from her had Lizzie in her feelings.
Here she is wishing I were holding her instead.
But not in the car! That makes her proper sad too!
The cats too, chose chaos.
But at least Abbie is making steady progress.
I also sold these! It was only to a family friend being supportive, and the shipping cost made it a loss for me but a first sale is important! Call it a good sign 🙂

That was all for the week, until next time!